Hah, okay. Breast Cancer Awareness (Y)

Oh~ look at his hair. Wait, awwwh his eyes his pink lips ;) Awlololololo

I'm so ill and tired and cranky rn. Ugghh. I feel like I wanna punch something in the face.But children, violence is never the answer. Might listen to Jbiebs. He never fails to make me feel happy again. I’m tired of opening my eyes in the morning knowing that today is going to be just like yesterday.

• Tired of crying myself to sleep.
• Tired of panicking.
• Tired of not knowing.
• Tired of not being sure.
• Tired of being insecure.
• Tired of second-guessing.
• Tired of not being able to make up my mind.
• Tired of fighting.
• Tired of being scared.
• Tired of being used.
• Tired of being played.
• Tired of failing.

I’m just tired.

I may have not found where I belong yet but I'm already tired of looking. ♥

i sometimes wonder why i even bother.

Nehh

I wanna be the girl he's scared to lose. The one that he can't walk away knowing she's mad. The one he can't sleep without her being her last voice he hears. 

I am not flirting, i'm just trying to be nice.  ♥

I am soo ashamed of myself ;( I thought he'll not read my blog. Eei, Sestarians! Don't read my blog. Puhlizzzz? Malu doh, plus you guys just know me for one months je baru. Not completely one months pun kan? Its like nnti you guys judge me cse my attitude dkat skolah lain and outside lain. No, you guys just don't know me yet. Am not bitch. I'm in a process to be myself. Don't have the mood, Kthxbai.

 

Another SESTA's no lifer!

Semue pun muka semangat choir for the Indonesian Principals :D

Korban day with Aina Shafinaz ♥

Yeah, i'm cooler than them :3 

High Table

 

We're even brighter than the Moon

Here it is, the photos of SM Sains Tapah's Student. High Table Dinner @ Grand Kampar Hotel. Its fun but for me, not really enjoy-ing it. I got a really awful headache. but still can enjoy lil bits. 

From the upper, Halim Nadzmi the first boy who start waved me and talk to me everytime I'm alone and thaaank you Halim, You're really nice (: 

Second photos, oh thats Muqhriz. The cute guitarist that i told ya on FaceBook. He's cute huh? Yeah, he really did. He's very gentle man. Like once, he have waited for me cse I've to met the teacher. Muqhriz tunggu dkat pintu library till everybody gone then i zone out then he follow me. Like really sweet but I'm so shy that time so I wait for Nabila cse I don't want to walk beside him nnti org ckp apa pulak. But time, he asked for my email lagi lah cute like i said "Buat apa?" then dia dtg then ckp "Please, please, please" with his puppy dog eyes. Ya Allah, i can't resist k. 

Next, Aina Shafinas. Omg, she's my mummy :') and and she's my bestfriend in the class as she sat next to me, we sleep in the class together. We talked about boys a loads! We're family, i love my family, daddy, Boboy, mummy and me the gugurl (Y) Hah, i know, we're coool. 

Finally the last one, Khairunnisa but i don't like to call her that way cse semua pun call her Manja. Even her mum since she was a baby. I don't know her much but I'm very jealous of you Manja cse you've touched Muqhriz's body even sikit pun, you cannot k! He's my guitarist ;p And we're going to be a clssmate nxt yr. Zzzz, haha no lah, ilapchiu Manja. :'D

Muqhriz dahlah cute time ni like urghh -,-


Sorry Muqhriz, i can't ignore you. You're too cute. Yeah I'm type this way, cse i know you won't read my blog. So, i'm not gonna scared of this. Hihi ;p I hate when you know, cse nnti you're not gonna treat me like the same as usual.

Raise Your Glass

"Stop asking and Start ignoring"

-Qasidah Kamarul-

First of all, thanks Qas for that words you gimme when the whole word stop cares about me, even my boyfriend (that time only, that time only). You're such a good friends :') Btw, I've already watched Rapunzel Tangled with my family at One Utama. Yeah, it was all good then suddenly the screen became all dark. Disaster Disaster -,-And sowwy Erynn i couldn't watch this movie with you cse you don't told me early yknw. Now I'm really missing my ex. Not R, its another one ;( He's my first matured relationship so its not really that easy to forget him. Neh, nyways i gtg talk with ya later. Kthxbai.

  M ♥

Love Like Woe - The Ready Set ♥

We gotta party like its the end of the world

You know what? Yes I have changed. I’m not as nice as I used to be, because I don’t want to get used or walked over, I don’t trust everyone and tell them my secrets, because behind every fake smile is a backstabbing bitch. I distance myself from people because in the end, they’re only going to leave. I have changed because I have realized that im the only person I can depend on.

Just go with the flow

Tissue please?

Sometimes i hate people who keep asking the reason why we break. Eh people changes k. Feelings are not supposed to beforever.

Cry, cry, cry

Hmm k, i don't have a really fun day but yeah. Like atleast, someone texted me make my day look nice yknw. Yeah, better lah kan than that guy -.- Don't you know to respect others feelings? Whatheck is your 'Wtv'? Pissed yrself ah!  Btw, today is Miley's birthday so Happy Birthdaaay Erynn Montana cse you're her twin so yeah. Haha, now I'm chatting with Nabil! Omg, I am veli veli like his new default, you look hot man! Thanks me for that eh, hihi. I really want to go out with my nigga. But but I'm having a little yknw, some misunderstanding. I'm afraid to ask her lah. But nxt wk i can so yeah we'll meet. I mish you guysh :"( Haha. Think im done here, kthxbai.

Ke$ha - We R Who We R

Its yesterday story =_=

Kay, i was really happy yesterday. Caaaaause, there this story ahh.

Hmm like this lah kan, i was in the car that time. Just got back from Subaidah's mamak restaurant. Mama drove back to my grandmother's house. Then we stopped at the traffic light since it was red. The boys in the Innova's car smile and laughed at me first. And i was like ashamed cause i thought there must be smthing wrong with me, kalau tak asal mamat ni gelak kan? But then, theres nothing funny bout me. So, i changed my radio frequency. The boys then smiled at me once again. Me smiled back. Suddenly the traffic lights goes green. So my mum start drove the car back. Like two seconds je, the boy waved me with his charming smile. I was like really shocked yknw. But then i still waved back at him. OMG, I'm falling in love with somebody that I've met for 2 mins only! Gosh, i mean, dahlah cute doooh. Like the cuuuutest guy that ever waved at me ever! I want his number or maybe atleast his FB would be nice ya. I wish we could meet once over so that i can flirtssss you ah! Hihi ;p Why don't he just stop his car infront of me and ask for my number? ♥

$$$

Aiyaa, does anyone realize that I'm into his FaceBook's Top Friend? Awwwwhhh :"(

Only girl in the world

I'm really into the frustated mood. Really really yeah.Well, we break it off. I'm soo not fine with this. Nah, kay its all my fault. If I'm not moving we'll not being like this shit. Keep calm and slap myself xD Hah, its not funny bitch -_- Sorry if i ever hurts you. I don't mean to. But, in my opinion, you hurts me more. Yes, fuck myself off! What? You just don't give me my time to explain. You anger scared me. I'm yr baby :"( Remember? Crazy that i need my freedom. Party wild! You know you love me, Xoxo xD

I've been the rebound, the challenge, the fall back and the girlfriend.

I've been the mistake and the correction,

One day, someone will love me for what I've been,

and what i am, where I've been, and where i am.

One day, someone will love me for me.

So love me cause you can, not because you should.

And that 'someone' should be you.

Sincerely By,

Annoying Damia.

Xxstupid

IT SUCKS

WHEN YOU KNOW

THAT YOU NEED TO LET GO

BUT YOU CAN'T

I should not. Should never. You don't know what things are happens here. I am stupid, you think so don't you? We're miles apart away, things like this happen normally. I had nothing to do with him. Fine if you still hate me.

BECAUSE YOU'RE STILL WAITING

FOR THE IMPOSSIBLE TO HAPPEN.

Its you that doesn't understand my silence

 

TIME TO SLEEP . BYEBYE (L)

I Don't Do Homesick

Okay , now I'm home . Finally Home . I've enjoy our so called Day-To-Nights out ;D I've went to Sunway last night with Raziq , Erynn , Naddy , Fareez and Naimi . Oh and Aisyah .

The car bumped

*From left ; meet Erynn Roseli , Filza Nadhirah , Fareez , Raziq Sham , Damia and Naimi .

Kay gila jealous dgn rmbut Erynn , gila lawa . I pun nk colour sama dgn you ;p jkjk

We've watch the EAT PRAY LOVE movie so yeah me and Raziq je yg focus tgk .The rest asyik asyik perg toilet -.- The movie was super romantic , but yet comedies jugak . I sat next to Raziq and stranger . He really did the Let-Put-Your-Hands-On-Me-In-My-Skin-Tight-Jeans concept ;p Wee , i adore those . He gave me a hug at the end of the hangs . So yeah cool . Gee . He put his arms around me >.< Btw , me and Erynn and Naddy hv the same I AM FALLING IN LOVE WITH JACOB shirts ♥ Haha we really did . Oh me and Naddy got new cute name for Fareez called Ketut . Haha we've a very laugh out loud about this cse the Ketut from EPL's movie doesn't even have teeth so yeah . Oh and Erynn's mum thought that Naddy's boyf was his brother at first -.- Haha . And i don't know since when Raziq and Ketut jadi bestfriend 0.o

Hmm , well new shool -_______- I don't have much friends . I slept in the class , even the prep . Yeah , tiring nah . Boring , really boring .

THIS IS JUST SOME OF MY RESULTS *EMBRASSING* -

BM - 69%

ENGLISH - 70%

P.ISLAM - 69%

ARABIC - 23% O.o

 Kay , i've story a loads . Then byebye ;-0