Ok, hmm, just 3 days more till 2010 over. Ya Allah, cepatnya lah kan. In 2010? I was all yours. Now, I forget you. In 2011? I'm all of Justin Bieber. And he won't dissapoint me like you did ;) Some things I'll never forget in 2010 - September 9 / losing my bestfriends as I'm moving / First day of high school / Entepreneur day / Meeting all nice girlfriends / First love and all sorts of dating we've made. 2010, unforgettable. I've grown up lots. I've learn much things, all the girls fights, rivals, hook up and break off. 2011 list - Gain more weight / Hang out with Erynn and more / Grow my hairs out / Meet Justin Bieber / Read Quran daily / Stop _______ doing all the shits lah / Make straight A's / Find a guy bestfriends / Control my anger / Get a job maybe? Well I do need more money / Get along with my parents better / Make memories at the beach / Have money while I'm in Perak. More will be added when I'm think of them. Why I like being friends with guys? -

• No drama.
• They wouldnt spread my secrets.
• They consider me as a sister.
• They protect me.
• They can intro me to their friends.
• They dont hit on the guys I find hot/cute.
• They are good listeners.
• They give good advice.

 We both have no idea if we're gonna be tgether in the end, but one thing for sure, I'll do everythings that could make it happens. Your little girl is grown up daddy. I lies to you about not having a boyfriend, her virgin lips are inexistent, and my clothes no long hang below my knees. She wears make up, she know how to dress herself up, and she has an interest for men. However, Daddy, the only men she will forever love is you. She may have a million men who steal and break her heart, but you're the only one who can give your blessings, and allow the right gentlemen to take your place as the new protector of the heart. I loves you Daddy. Signed, your daughter. 

Well, I knw I'm kinda emotional everytime end of the year getting ends. One person in my family that accepts me, accepts my goals and aspirations, and supports me 150%. She's beautiful. She's my mum and I do loves her, and I knw I always act such a bossy and childish and more. I'm sorry for all that thingy. Sometimes I wish we could just rewind time and go back to the days that were so perfect. but that isn’t how life works and it sucks. Whatever, keep it beautiful 2011. May God bless. 

Xxxdamia ♥

Without hope or any agenda

"Sonny:So, what special here?

James:You."  

-Sonny With A Chance

Since today were christmas day, I wish a perry christmas to all of you out there. Mwahaha, I'm awesome on broken english -,- Ftw. All I want for christmas is some little tiny love. Atleast. So for this year christmas my family watched movie together. Literally, not a really together thought. A Grandpa For Christmas and All I want For Christmas, thats what I've watched every year. Since Astro asyik repeats the same movie eveli year. Oh Christmas Visitor was awesome too. Tu jelah yg I never watched yet before (y) I don't know why I keep getting flashbacks of what we had, when I know I already moved on.Btw, I just found smthing on tumblr! A cute girl with those cute snow white tattoo! >.< Omg, I'm fcuking loooovin'it. Enough said, that all.

MERRY CHRISTMAS Y'ALL!

Finally

Yess finally I can post something. I knw, its like brapa hari tk update. Some technical problems exist everytime nk post -.-
So, we're not going anywhere. Seriously, my family just lepak shopping malls for this whole hols. Malls? tk holiday pun boleh pergi :( I missss Sunway Lagoon. Yes, I do. We used to go there every hols if tktau nk pergi mana dah xD Btw, I've being a rarely online nowadays. I've use my time mostly to gain mooore weight. I hate looking too skinny. It will be okay if I'm taller. Kalau tinggi sikit I won't mind being skinny >.< Mwehehe, biasalah orang awesome kan. Bhahaha. Well, Boys, when you have a girlfriend, you don't need a female bestfriend. Because your girlfriend should be your bestfriend. Sincerely couple like this will last longer. I waaant long lasting relationship. I miss being in love. I want to be your first and the last one. Well, I'm killing the mood doesn't me? I kills your moods cause I got nothing left to say xD Haha.

Okay, this are what on my mind right now.

Middle finger to;

• The jerks who broke my heart.
• The bitches who talked shit behind my back.
• The unworthy so called friends who betrayed my trust.
• The ones who gave up and just found it easier to walk away.
• The heartless people who left without a word of reason.
• The assholes who give off mixed signals just to lead me on.
• The users who just need me when they want something.
• The hit it and quit it douche bags.

And mainly, the ones who purposely made me cry and watched me fall.

Throughout the year of 2010, I've fallen for the most unexpected people. I've lied to the people that cared the most. I've lost friend who I thought I never would. I've trusted the wrong people. I've made mistakes only to makes me more stronger. I've learned so many mistakes this year.

Homework = Shit!

Holiday and Homework are two things that should NEVER be put together. Omg, like seriously kan cikgu fyi actlly we had our own life. Yeah yknw that ordy tpi you guys keep on give us moore homeworkssss. I know it could make me more smarter but man it school holidays, suppose to be So Syok! Tpi this homework are soo killing us. I repeat, killing us :\  No more so syok holiday :( And we don't enjoy our holiday at all. Me, focus on me. I need to go out w my friends. It have been like 1 month tk nmpk diorang. If homework like really a work for us then bgilah some bucks yknw. Now, thanks a lot FaceBook. My homework isn't done yet. Thanks a lot! Like seriously, FaceBook turns 30 minutes of homework into 2 hours of homework. Kk enough damia. Byeeee

Okay we're all really hyper tonight. Dknw why, tpi really if we eat something sweet like honey even the hershey syrup tu kan mesti change. At first, the whole house sunyi je cse everybody busy do their own works. Me w homeworks. Jyeah -.- Then time dinner, we ate pancake ltak hershey strawbewwy syrup. Cntinue mkn chachos w whipped light cream thingy ah. Finish dinner, smua stop doing their works. Like Danish bfore dinner kecoh nk main FIFA game ps dia tiba tiba stop nk enjoy me and Dyna and Dafinah doing snapshot. Mwahaha, we're awesome. My brother keep tickle my back dgn neck. I have bad bad really bad effects. Once they tickle me, I'll like aww aww geli ah and non stop laughing. Yeah middle finger me, i look like a whores. Tpi you more ;p Alah stop deny it, mwahaha. And do you see my lil sis down there? She's sulk, cse my bro gelakkan dia. Yeah, which person in the world tak giggle when they see a 3 years old girl posing pout infront of the cam? 

Taio Cruz - Higher ft. Kylie Minogue

I loooove this, k i mean it. Its taking me higher, hiiigher~ I'm really loving Electro-Pop music nowadays. Like we're born to be wild, Mwahaha. So, today should be the day keluar dgn Erynn and etc. But tk jadi cse we've ordy plan nk pergi Finnagan's Bar, yeah the really popular Irish pub in Bukit Bintang, this December 22. Ada that end year party thingy, sure will be so much fuuuun ;D And we're like the only form 1 group. Huaaaaa D; Laaaaame. Yeah like wut Erynn said "cause form 1 kan mana ada orang cool like us kan" Mwehehe cool sangat lah kan. Desperately need a new dress for te partyyyyy!! Gosh, can't waaaait~ ♥

Perfect Two - Auburn Lyrics&&Download Link(: [Lyrics on screen and in de...

Fucking miss this song.

11:35pm

Hi, Damia !!

=D

11:37pm

Oh, HIIIIII (!) :D

11:37pm

Long time no talk

Where have you been ?

=(

11:38pm

Heh, no where. I online like 24/7 and you yg tk online -.-

11:38pm

Ohh, is it ?

Sorry then

11:38pm

Haha k

11:39pm

So, its like where have I been, right ?

=)

Anyways, how are you ?

Anyways, how are you ?

11:42pm

Yeah, reaaaally. Haha, just fine. Hby?

11:43pm

I'm good

11:43pm

Oh k

11:44pm

So, I read your blog

=)

Is it okay ?

11:44pm

Wtf? Not okay for me, I mean it

11:45pm

Really ?

=(

11:48pm

Haha no, its fine tpi eei malu je -.-

11:48pm

Why malu ?

There's no need to be shy

;)

11:49pm

Heh nthng

11:49pm

So, about the blog. Is it true ?

=)

11:50pm

Thats the reason why I malu

Mwehehe, is it fine if what in the blog is true?

11:51pm

Fine ?

It's more than fine

=D

11:52pm

Haha good then :D

11:52pm

Hey, can I tell you something ?

11:52pm

Ofc, what?

11:53pm

Okay

Here goes

I probaly have

Not probaly

Really

Have the same feeling

=)

For you

11:54pm

:) :) :)

Today

11:54pm

:O

:D

;D

11:54pm

=D

11:54pm

Haha, the last one tk jadi -.- K, I mean, Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

11:55pm

=D =D =D

So, why do you even like me ?

11:56pm

Haha, copywag

11:56pm

;)

Okay, tonight was REALLY fun. Haha, like, really? Awwwwwh ♥