Let me sparkle your life

Ok, hmm, just 3 days more till 2010 over. Ya Allah, cepatnya lah kan. In 2010? I was all yours. Now, I forget you. In 2011? I'm all of Justin Bieber. And he won't dissapoint me like you did ;) Some things I'll never forget in 2010 - September 9 / losing my bestfriends as I'm moving / First day of high school / Entepreneur day / Meeting all nice girlfriends / First love and all sorts of dating we've made. 2010, unforgettable. I've grown up lots. I've learn much things, all the girls fights, rivals, hook up and break off. 2011 list - Gain more weight / Hang out with Erynn and more / Grow my hairs out / Meet Justin Bieber / Read Quran daily / Stop _______ doing all the shits lah / Make straight A's / Find a guy bestfriends / Control my anger / Get a job maybe? Well I do need more money / Get along with my parents better / Make memories at the beach / Have money while I'm in Perak. More will be added when I'm think of them. Why I like being friends with guys? -

• No drama.
• They wouldnt spread my secrets.
• They consider me as a sister.
• They protect me.
• They can intro me to their friends.
• They dont hit on the guys I find hot/cute.
• They are good listeners.
• They give good advice.

 We both have no idea if we're gonna be tgether in the end, but one thing for sure, I'll do everythings that could make it happens. Your little girl is grown up daddy. I lies to you about not having a boyfriend, her virgin lips are inexistent, and my clothes no long hang below my knees. She wears make up, she know how to dress herself up, and she has an interest for men. However, Daddy, the only men she will forever love is you. She may have a million men who steal and break her heart, but you're the only one who can give your blessings, and allow the right gentlemen to take your place as the new protector of the heart. I loves you Daddy. Signed, your daughter. 

Well, I knw I'm kinda emotional everytime end of the year getting ends. One person in my family that accepts me, accepts my goals and aspirations, and supports me 150%. She's beautiful. She's my mum and I do loves her, and I knw I always act such a bossy and childish and more. I'm sorry for all that thingy. Sometimes I wish we could just rewind time and go back to the days that were so perfect. but that isn’t how life works and it sucks. Whatever, keep it beautiful 2011. May God bless. 

Xxxdamia ♥