When you smile, I melt inside

You're only young once, so be bad, break the rules, get caught & make it count

1. Kissing burns calories, 2-3 calories a minute and can double your metabolic rate. Research claims that three passionate kisses a day (at least lasting 20 seconds each) will cause you to loose an entire extra pound.
2. Kissing is a known stress-reliever. Passionate kissing relieves tension, reduces negative energy and produces a sense of well being, lowering your cortisol ‘stress’ hormone.

They say the first kiss can tell u everything u need to know about the relationship 

Since I am at home.. I guess I will type up about some stuff.

I finally have the time to tell you, Blogger. -sigh- I haven’t been having enough time lately to type up all the things I want to say due to homework. And that here, is exactly what I want to speak about. Lately, as you may know, have a massive amount of work. I need to catch up with the English class for about almost the whole book. I need to pay full attention in Math class because the teacher speaks really fast. I need to pay attention in Arabic 2 because I forgot most things that were taught in Arabic 1. With all that and some other class’ work—I am stressed. There is a lot of work and it gives me a lot of pressure.

Then I find myself gaining weight. I asked myself “Damia. You haven’t been eating a lot lately, have you?” I couldn’t think of the answer. Then I searched for answers and my friend said “Are you stressed?”

“Um, yeah. How did you know?”

“Cause you tend to gain weight when you are stressed. Stress makes you want to eat more.”
I asked my mom. My mom agreed with that idea. I sighed and sat back I thought about what I ate. I finally remember. I remember doing my homework and reading Fuckingstein while unwrapping the little Hershey Kisses. Those things are fucking fat okay? 9 small pieces = 230 calories. No wonder I’m so fat. I ate at least like 30+ that day. I gained two fucking pounds. Now I’m losing it. I lost one pound already, thank god.

I guess lately I really have been having too much pressure and stress. -Sigh- I lack time with my friends and family.. I wanted to spend time with them yesterday and I end up not being at school. It feels like right now it’s SCHOOL/FUTURE LIFE vs TIME WITH FAMILY AND FRIENDS. I pick school/future life, I lose my time with family and friends, vice versa. Wow.
I need to work harder and get BOTH going on. Gotta be “pimping”. Good luck, Damia. Good luck. I wish you the best of luck and keep moving forward—like Cornelius Robinson always says (From Disney movie).

They can stop the world, if we finally let them be alone.

you intoxicated me with your kisses and now i regret that i miss them.

Can somebody stop them from fighting? Jyeah just bcause a boy, a not really cute one for me. If it was me, eei bodoh gila lah nk ruin friendship -,- Like theres no other guys. Talk to the hand girls, the boy you guys fight for doesn't at all, not even 00.1% cares about you guys.   

I’m starting to get pretty sick of reading guys complain about how they always get ‘friend-zoned’ and that they hate how girls always fall for the bad guys who will only screw them over. I’m sorry, but it’s your own damn fault. You should have had some guts and told that girl how you felt, then despite whether she tells you she feels the same way or not, at least you will know, and won’t have to spend years and years obsessing about her and bitching about how unfair life is to everyone else. 

And also, I would like to point out that I had a male friend who I was very close with for about 5 years, and when we were younger people told me all the time he liked me but he always denied it, and to be truthful I never thought of him that way up until I hit 13, when I suddenly realised that maybe I could like him more than in just a friendly way. I took a chance, we went out for a couple of months, before he decided that we were better off as just friends, which shocked him because he’d always assumed if I had wanted more, he would have been more than happy to oblige. By that point I realised I’d actually fallen in love with him.  Proof that maybe sometimes you only think she’s so amazing and want to be with her purely because of the fact you can’t have her. So stop making all these grand speeches and complaints about how life is so unfair on you. Life sucks for everyone if all you’re going to do is sit around and bitch about it.

K, I've typo too mucho. Guess so, toodles!

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I MISS BOTH OF THEM

Congrats my lil sis fr new school. Havoc-est cheers fr my bro, being one of the school's football squad! Woohoo!

 And gdluck fr my sarcastis sis. Gdluck fr MSSD, barbaric runner :p

Finally

Holiday wooooooooohoooooo! Yeah man, He is like nobody else in the world. When I’m with him, it’s like I’m split in half. Part of me is on fire, going crazy if I’m not touching him. The other half is calm and peaceful, just perfectly content, knowing he is the one for me. Stop it. K Sesta wasn't really as bad as what I thought. 2011 seems to be meaningful. I've strike the goal to be more happy this year. God bless, make it long lasting. I hate the random me, the random sad feeling I always have. 2 Rosa is so awesome, much much better than Helianthus last year. Damn boring.
Peoples who makes me smile everyday :

Muqhriz Didi Naimi Nani Mun Nadia Aina Manja Randy Syafiq Dini Sara Qas Farisha Iffah

You're tremendously awesome. Facts.

K, gtg party today.