When you smile, I melt inside

You're only young once, so be bad, break the rules, get caught & make it count

1. Kissing burns calories, 2-3 calories a minute and can double your metabolic rate. Research claims that three passionate kisses a day (at least lasting 20 seconds each) will cause you to loose an entire extra pound.
2. Kissing is a known stress-reliever. Passionate kissing relieves tension, reduces negative energy and produces a sense of well being, lowering your cortisol ‘stress’ hormone.

They say the first kiss can tell u everything u need to know about the relationship 

Since I am at home.. I guess I will type up about some stuff.

I finally have the time to tell you, Blogger. -sigh- I haven’t been having enough time lately to type up all the things I want to say due to homework. And that here, is exactly what I want to speak about. Lately, as you may know, have a massive amount of work. I need to catch up with the English class for about almost the whole book. I need to pay full attention in Math class because the teacher speaks really fast. I need to pay attention in Arabic 2 because I forgot most things that were taught in Arabic 1. With all that and some other class’ work—I am stressed. There is a lot of work and it gives me a lot of pressure.

Then I find myself gaining weight. I asked myself “Damia. You haven’t been eating a lot lately, have you?” I couldn’t think of the answer. Then I searched for answers and my friend said “Are you stressed?”

“Um, yeah. How did you know?”

“Cause you tend to gain weight when you are stressed. Stress makes you want to eat more.”
I asked my mom. My mom agreed with that idea. I sighed and sat back I thought about what I ate. I finally remember. I remember doing my homework and reading Fuckingstein while unwrapping the little Hershey Kisses. Those things are fucking fat okay? 9 small pieces = 230 calories. No wonder I’m so fat. I ate at least like 30+ that day. I gained two fucking pounds. Now I’m losing it. I lost one pound already, thank god.

I guess lately I really have been having too much pressure and stress. -Sigh- I lack time with my friends and family.. I wanted to spend time with them yesterday and I end up not being at school. It feels like right now it’s SCHOOL/FUTURE LIFE vs TIME WITH FAMILY AND FRIENDS. I pick school/future life, I lose my time with family and friends, vice versa. Wow.
I need to work harder and get BOTH going on. Gotta be “pimping”. Good luck, Damia. Good luck. I wish you the best of luck and keep moving forward—like Cornelius Robinson always says (From Disney movie).